Mothership, this is pod 094258

Tonight it was candlelight dinner for one, which has just driven home the fact that I'm alone. Even as a kid I felt alone - and I was surrounded by people who cared about me and loved me. I'm a loner; I don't really like people. Or maybe it's just that I'm self-concious around people. I don't like someone looking over my shoulder or watching me do anything, fearing they will critique how I'm doing something - or worse - question why I'm doing something. It's none of your business! Leave me alone!

I guess I wasn't completely alone - I had the Miles. I should have given him the extra burger I cooked - but I didn't. He's been eating peanut butter fudge for the past few days, so he needs to watch his girlish figure.

posted by courtney @ 10:31 PM